Wandering Love of a Guy....

Thought about it several times,but never got a clear reply..
People say sink in love but I always wanted to fly....

I enjoyed the journey of finding true mate,
But when i got one i felt this cant be my fate...

It was not the fear of unseen responsibilities,
I was a tough rock to handle all calamities...

There was something else which made me wandering..
My heart always made my mind go pondering..

I was not able to choose between my mind or heart..
Both always moved quite strangely apart...

There was always some love for everyone,
But I was not firm to settle with one...

I tried to change and make things go right,
Could not handle it more than a fort-nite..

Caught in the loop but people thought me mad,
I somehow started liking to be bad...

I dont know which path, my life will take me to,
No one tells me and i have got no clue...

What i gain and lose,let time deicde,
I still go with my heart keeping mind aside....