Sometimes I want to Pause....

Sometimes I want to pause and change the track of life,
At times I do want to stay silent rather than to jive..

There is no demanding goal that I am chasing for,
In path of life I don't know which way I am heading for..

Its not that I am discontent with whatever I am today,
But this is not the way I want my life to portray...

I tried to become somewhat a sophisticated and focused person,
But it was like cheating myself and pretending to be someone...

I could not change the self who is staying from so long in my heart,
Somewhere it says don't lie to me, I am your inseparable part...

Remaining a dumb for others but still not loosing my side,
I opted to continue the paused track with a selfless pride...